Wednesday, November 19, 2014

MUM'S STORY CONTINUED

We left mum with her mother and sister on a seaside holiday with mum enjoying having a sail with her father (P.R.).  We now come to the sadder part of the story but one that has to be told as it was such a large part of mum's life as a child:

Excerpt from 'THE CLOCK OF TIME" by Gertrude Ruston:

"My Mother's Heartbreak

My next recollection is of a time, some years later, when we were living in a very luxurious home in the London area.  It was a two storey house and had a beautiful curved staircase leading to a balcony over which one could look down into the hall.  (NOTE:  I imagine it to have been something like this):


Amy and I, on this occasion, were looking over the balcony realising that something of importance was taking place in the hall below, as my mother was in tears and she had her guardian, the Rev. Varco Williams, with her.   Later my mother came up to us, still in tears, and advised that my father no longer wanted us and that we were going away.  No explanation was given to us then or at any other time.

It is to this day a matter of great sadness and regret that I was too young at that time to have had a hand in arranging the terms according to which the separation was finalised.

In due course we learned that:-

a.  The furniture was to be divided.
b.  Mother was to receive a certain sum of money to cover her needs and ours, and she was to take on
     the full responsibility for our care and education.
c.  Should he desire to see us, mother was at any time to make it possible for this to happen.
d.  She was not to apply for a divorce at any time or she would lose her allowance.

We gathered these details as we grew older, but my mother never mentioned his name.  At no time did one parent criticise the other over all the years.  Later Amy and I presumed the split was caused by another woman, as there were several over the years whose identities were made known to us by people who had known my mother, and probably thought we would carry the information home to her so that she could do something about it.  Amy and I never repeated anything, nor did mother ask any questions.

We were required to be present about once a year at the 'Christmas Shareout' of one of his organisations, so that he look us over and that people could see he had a well cared for family.

Looking back I realise my parents were not really compatible.  He was a gifted, ambitious, successful, a leading Freemason and a trendy dresser.  One wall of his office was a built-in wardrobe containing changes of clothes for various occasions.  He needed to take his place in social life and brought home beautiful pieces of material for mother to have made up so that she could accompany him, but she did not like his choice of colours and refused to have them made up.  The materials disappeared and he possibly found a substitute partner to wear them.  (NOTE: Maybe something similar to these):

Had the separation taken place today, my legal mind tells me that mother could have obtained a divorce at any time, and put pressure on him for a much greater allowance because his earnings increased considerably over the years.  Mother was to proud to let anyone know anything about her private affairs, and would certainly never have contemplated a law case, although I believe had she bluffed she could have obtained a far better deal.  I personally fought him on several occasions and won additional educational privileges which I considered my due.

All records have gone and I have no knowledge of the date on which their separation took place, but I do know that we moved to a nice house in North Street, Hornchurch, Essex, probably selected by the guardian or lawyer, and sufficiently far away to make a complete break.

It was a very great pity that a divorce was not possible, as it would have enabled mother to enjoy pleasant company and security during the latter years of her life, had she been so inclined.  We had a widower neighbour at one time who tried hard to be friendly with her, but she showed very clearly that she was not interested.  His name was William Bird so of course Amy and I called him "Dicky Bird".   (The girls would not have known at that time that many years later there would be a well known English cricket umpire also called "Dicky" Bird)."

NOTE:  Please bear in mind that all the above took place during the very early part of the 20th century and this type of occurrence would be handled very differently today.   One thing though that I discovered through genealogy and which of course my mother was unaware, was that P.R.'s sister (a well known singer) did obtain a divorce from her husband.  I wonder what P.R. thought about that?  Did he feel his sister was perhaps a disgrace to the family?  We will never know the answer that that question.

I will leave mum's story there and in the next 'episode' tell you about their life in Hornchurch, that's if you want to hear more about life 100 or so years ago.

14 comments:

  1. Such a difficult time for women. It must have been so hard, and sadly was all too common.
    And of course we want to hear more. Please.

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    1. Yes EC it was a very difficult time for women and mum said the reason her father didn't want to be involved in a divorce was because he was a Freemason. They may do good work but their beliefs surely have become outdated in these modern times.

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  2. A sad tale Mimsie, and I'm feeling a little angry that your Father had his freedom while denying your Mother the same by not allowing a divorce. Perhaps he didn't want that stigma for himself and his children, in those days divorce was more shameful than now. And he himself should have realised the allowance for you and your sister should have been raised as you both grew. But at least he paid something.
    If you don't mind doing these I would love for you to continue this series.

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    1. Actually River it was my grandfather and grandmother that separated when my mother was only a young girl. This is mum's story from the book she wrote back in the early 1980s. I feel grandfather was a very hard and self centred man and obviously thought he could control the lives of others even though he did so much good work for others outside the family. An enigma of a man to my mind.

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    2. Ooops, my apologies Mimsie, I got so caught up I forgot it's your mum's story not yours.

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    3. No need to apologise River. I'm always so appreciative that you follow my blog and leave such wonderful comments.

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    1. Thanks Rae and will continue mum's story while it still sounds interesting. xxxx

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  4. Hari OM
    Of course!!! Clearly your mother was born with a determination, if she was prepared to push for improved conditions herself... as you say, different times... YAM xx

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    1. I feel mum knew from a small child that she should have been a boy and obviously she had a lot of the old man in her as she certainly stood up to him and succeeded in getting her own way. She was the same in her later years when she fought tooth and nail against government departments etc right here in W.A. when she became in so much social work. In that she also took after her father.
      I hope you continue to enjoy mum's tale. xxx

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  5. Tough years in which to be a woman for sure.

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    1. It certainly was and what amuses me is that women in the western world these days till feel they are hard done by, Possibly some are but then it is often their own fault.

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  6. Interesting how times have changed. How sad for your mum.

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    1. I guess it was even sadder for my grandmother as I feel somehow mum coped quite well with the whole situation.

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